Hard To Love

I am insensitive,
I have a tendency to pay more attention to the things that I need,
Sometimes I drink too much,
Sometimes I test your trust,
Sometimes I don't know why your stayin with me

I hate November. November is my least favorite month. Mainly because this is the time of the year when Connor and I usually get into a big fight. I don't know why it happens around this time of the year but we fight and I say some hurtful things that I regret. I of course have a lot of apologizing to do and he does forgive me every time.

 I'm hard to love, hard to love,
Oh, I don't make it easy,
Well I couldn't do it if I stood where you stood,
I'm hard to love, hard to love,
And you say that you need me,
Well I don't deserve it but I love that you love me good,

I believe us girls can sometimes take the guy we love, who loves us, for granted. I sometimes have to remind Connor that he is my favorite person in my life. I put him through so much drama over the years, it's amazing how he still wants to be my friend and take care of me when I'm sad. There are so many times when he could have walked away from me and the drama but he didn't. He remained my close friend, he has always been there for me and I am so thankful for having him in my life and I love that I have a great friend who loves me enough to put up with my

I am a short fuse,
I am a wrecking ball,
Crashin into your heart like I do,
You're like a Sunday mornin,
Full of grace and full of Jesus,
And I wish that I could be more like you

If a girl is lucky enough to have that one guy in their life, like I have with Connor, then she shouldn't take him for granted. She should cherish him in her life because there aren't that many men who are willing to put up with the drama a girl puts him through.

Be Beautiful For You
Lyrics by Lee Brice, Hard To Love